Having faced defeat for the Nth time in a row, Dara leafed through the pages of the cupcakes and pastry recipe book with a heavy heart. It was actually part of the props of Bom’s You and I MV but the staff, after seeing how Bom was into baking sweets, decided to give her the book after the filming was done. And Bom, after seeing how eager her best friend was to learn a new recipe on her own, lent the book to Dara.

News of YGE’s resident muse baking in the kitchen spread like wildfire on the whole YG building and out of curiosity, the members of legendary idol group Bigbang all found themselves sneaking in and secretly spying on what their adorable noona was doing. Heck, even the usual apathetic Yang Hyun Suk couldn’t avoid peeking on the kitchen. However, it should be revealed that his reasons were for safety precautions because technically, Sandara Park was off limits from the kitchen premises. This was due to the fact that whenever she enters the place, it’s either she ends up burning one of her fingers or she mindlessly cuts herself. This went on and on until Chaerin felt that something had to be done. And on one fateful day, when Dara’s swelling (not to mention abnormally fat) finger got into her nerves, The 2ne1 leader finally had the courage to say the words “YOU UNNIE WHO ONLY KNOWS HOW TO COOK INSTANT RAMEN AND KIMCHI PANCAKES, OUUUUUUUUUT!!!” to the older girl face to face. And that was it, Sandara was banned from the kitchen ever since.

Everyone in YGE knew about that story so they all found the baking scene mind-boggling but when Chaerin had explained to them that that day was an exception because Dara wanted to make something special for her hospitalized boyfriend, they immediately understood. After all, there is no stopping a woman in love.

And that woman in love, by the way, just so happens to be having a major predicament at the moment. She was running out of flour for her baking stints all resulted to inedible (euphemism for poisonous, deadly and toxic) and stone-hard slabs of charcoal. She could’ve had asked help from Bom or Chaerin and things would’ve gone more smoothly but she wanted to accomplish the job on her own and now, all that is left in her inventory are strawberries, which were initially intended for cake ornamental purposes only and two kilos of sugar.

But of course, things had been worse for Sandara park. This certainly wasn’t anything that could stop her from doing what she wants to do and so, she thought of the perfect plan; she could just buy pre-made cookies and make her own strawberry marmalade to put on top. That way, the sweets would still come from the heart.

Surely, a bottle of strawberry marmalade wouldn’t demand connoisseurship in baking. Heck, she wouldn’t even have to taste the thing. Like, who would ever fail on making strawberry marmalade?
And so, with that thought in mind, an uplifted spirit, and a rekindled flame of hope flickering in her heart, Sandara went back to cooking.
–

“WOW!” Jaejoong’s face lit up upon seeing what his girlfriend brought for him. He then opened the box and showed it to everyone in the room, bragging to his heart’s content.

“Aww…You brought chocolate pudding”, he exclaimed happily as he held the opened box like a treasure

Sandara was glued to her spot, speechless. All the color seemed to have drained out of her face and rubbed on unto Bom because the latter was turning rosy pink from holding in her laughter. Jaejoong’s cluelessness suddenly made her want to sprawl on the floor and laugh her heart out but out of courtesy and sympathy for her friend, she only managed to let out a low snicker

“BUT OPPA, THOSE ARE SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE COOKIES WITH STRAWBERRY MARMALADE ON TOP” as if on cue, Minji (always the blunt and innocent one) suddenly blurted out.
All the DBSK boys gulped, including Jaejoong.

Chaerin, unable to control the nagging urge to laugh, immediately dashed out of the room. A loud and mocking “WAHAHAHAHA” was then heard from the hospital hallway after the door was closed. Sandara’s usually large doe eyes turned into slits, no doubt, she was upset at how her band mates behaved. All of them, especially Lee Chaerin, were due for a lecture.

Jaejoong, however the circumstances, still took every strawberry marmalade smothered cookie with gusto. He must’ve liked them so much that he didn’t even bother to share. Love makes everything sweet as they say and besides, it’s the thought that counts. (Why am I even justifying?)

No one ever knew what that strawberry marmalade tasted like except for Jaejoong but by the pleased look on his face, it must probably be one of the best tasting strawberry marmalades ever made.

Am I doing this right? If not, I’m really sorry. T.T but this is my first post so i expect leniency from everyone

P.S. Sentences in italics are either chaerin’s words or lyrics

–

Doing the Shibuya district excursion alone was such a bad idea. Now, here I am, completely lost. I should’ve brought Ddokchae or MinKki along because they have excellent command of the Japanese language but I thought I could survive with my English proficiency and now, I realize that I was dead wrong. It turned out that like Koreans, The Japanese are very shy with foreigners. And expecting to converse with non-English speakers -what was I thinking? I can’t even get myself on a cab because I just can’t understand a word that the drivers are saying

And to add more to my mishap, my phone’s dead.

Great Dara, just great.

Well, might as well practice the little vocabulary I learned from Chaerin

Konnichiwa/konbanwa

It means hello, you say konnichiwa in the morning and konbanwa in the afternoon

I feel like an idiot bowing to everyone who crossed my way while saying “konnichiwa”

“Konnichiwa” I bowed to an ahjumma who was clad in a matching grey blouse and skirt but she pretended to be looking unto somewhere far -blatantly ignoring me.

“Konnichiwa” I bowed to a group of highscoolers but they ran off the moment I opened my mouth

“Konnichiwa” I bowed to an ahjussi who wore a long black coat on top of his shirt and carried with him a large dark suitcase. He was busy talking on the phone when I approached him, obviously absorbed in the conversation because he was laughing like a lunatic but he turned pale the moment he heard me saying “Konnichiwa” in an obviously different accent.

Ugh. How insulting. Do I look like a ghost or something?

“Konnichiwa”

“Konnichiwa”

“Konnichiwa”

I was now chanting it like an endless mantra

“KONNICHIWAAAAAAAAAAAA” I was now yelling the word on the streets of Shibuya out of frustration. It was such a pitiful sight

Aigooo!!! Why are you running away from me? Do I smell bad?

Finally, before all hope was lost, a halmoni.

Ahahaha! You can’t get away from me

Shitshureishimasu

That’s a way of saying excuse me politely

“Shitshureishimasu, ma’am I’m lost, can I please ask directions on how to go to Shangri-La hotel?” I politely bowed as I spoke.

The old lady’s brows then furrowed. She was giving me looks as if I was an alien but I waited for her to open her mouth and she did, slow and steady

Her hands then moved animatedly as she spoke “meikutakushikamusupeekuserekulueeyanhoteru”

“Sumimasen” I replied with a weak smile and bowed in full 90 degrees

It means thank you. It originally means sorry in a very polite way, but you use it to give thanks when you feel like you don’t deserve the favor so, it kinda means, sorry for the bother

I think I stressed her too much. To think that she took the pains to fish whatever vocabulary she had to help me, all her efforts were put to waste because I utterly understood nothing. I felt guilty. I then let out a heavy sigh as I dragged my feet to whichever place it’ll lead me but then, Ugh.
I had bumped into a man but it felt more like what I bumped unto was a wall because his chest was as hard as stone

“Aigooo!!!” I blurted out in my worry

No, no-no! That’s not it, it should be

“Gomen kudasai” I uttered. My hands were wagged in mid air so animatedly as I spoke that the guy must’ve mistaken them as chicken wings on first glance

It means sorry too, it’s the polite way of saying sorry but Japanese slang accepts gomen

“Sandara Park?” I heard the man speak in a bewildered tone

“ehh?” I said as I looked up, now as flustered as he was

That face, it looks so familiar. Aigooo!! It’s Kim Jaejoong ! Even with black sunglasses, a beanie and a scarf hiding half of his face, I could tell it was him. Like, who wouldn’t notice THE Kim Jaejoong?

“OMO, they’re coming” he exclaimed as he dragged me without notice. I looked back and saw a mob of about thirty rabid fangirls chasing after us -or rather, him

We ran through alleys, though the smallest corners and almost through everything squeezable. And when the fangirls were finally out of sight, we stopped running to catch our breath. We continued to pant for several minutes before I broke the silence

“ I think we lost them” I declared in between huffs

“Yeah, sorry about that” he was apologetic. He looked at me with concern written on his face

“Nahh” I assured him “its okay. I’m actually glad our paths crossed” What I told him was the truth

“Really?” he beamed. It made blood rush to my face

“No – I mean, I’m glad because I was lost before you found me” I explained

“Oh” he pouted. I thought right there and then that it was the cutest pout I’ve ever seen but then before I could even fully content myself with appreciating the sight that I was seeing, we were caught in sight

“Jejung-samaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa” A shrill voice came from the end of the alley

“Jejung-kuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun” Another voice echoed

The alarmed Jaejoong now held my hand with a tight grip and started to sprint, dragging me in the process

Why am I letting myself being dragged again? Oh right, I’m lost. I need him to get home

“I’m really sorry Darasshi” he yelled as we dashed like there was no tomorrow

“It’s okay sunbae” I tried to reply as I gasped for hair

Okay? Liar!

After a few minutes of nonstop running, We really lost them for good

“The coast is clear” He finally declared

I then threw glances on the left, on the right and even looked back to make sure. I was as alert as a soldier in battle.

Parallel vision, clear. Peripheral, clear. Rear, clear.

I sighed in relief upon having been assured that there won’t be any rabid fangirls coming our way but just when I thought that things couldn’t get any worse, the sky turned into an ominous black until the rain started to pour, soaking the two of us like poor hapless wet chicks

“Follow me” He ordered me as he again yanked me by the arm and led me to a traveler’s inn

Man, why does this guy drag girls like it’s such a normal thing?

He then left me on the receiving area in front of a Zen garden to talk to the receptionists

“You need to change, you’re wet” He announced when he came back

“Ehhh?” I stared at him with widened eyes. It was the most preposterous thing I’ve ever heard

“The helper will be here in a few moments to help us change into kimonos” his eyebrows creased, as if he had read my thoughts

“Oh” I let out a chuckle to hide my embarrassment. Pervert me

Just then, a petite and pretty Japanese girl came to me and led me to a room to fit in and since girl kimonos are always harder to put on than the men’s, when I came back, Jaejoong was already long done. And must I say, he looked godly in it.

I then saw him gazing so intently at me, following me silently with his eyes and it made my heart flutter. Not to brag or anything but people always say I look stunning in a pink kimono

I smiled sweetly at him which made him snap out of his daze

“Hey, they have a private noraebang here. Wanna sing to pass the time?” he offered me when he had recovered

Does this guy ever think of other things besides singing?

“Uhmm” I closed my eyes and made a face- pretending I was thinking hard. “Okay” I finally declared and I saw his whole face light up.

“Great” He exclaimed and again, as if on instinct, he impulsively grabbed hold of my hand. I anxiously looked at it and he noticed

“Sorry” he smiled awkwardly, embarrassed pink

When we had arrived on the private noraebang room, Kim Jaejoong was all serious about playing gentleman and it melted my heart

“You pick first” He insisted and I conceded with an “Okay”

Aigooo!! All Japanese songs! I searched through the entire list, carefully perusing every page of the song list

Aha Bigbang! After finding my brothers’ band name on the list, my face lit up but then It turned gloomy at the very moment the lyrics flashed on screen

Aigooo!! It’s in kana. How am I supposed to read this? Aishh! No matter, I have the song memorized by heart anyway And so I started to sing…

Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakari aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
Koe wo kikasete
Aruitekita michi wa bokutachi ni totte kitto
Taisetsu na STEP sa sono mirai e no

It went smoothly until came the rap. I struggled to give the song justice but dang it

Crap. It’s an epic fail.*

He clapped his hands enthusiastically when I was done. I’m not sure if it was to praise me or to show his appreciation that finally, I’m done

“My turn” he said as he tapped on the numbers, he had already chosen the song before I was done singing

Dare mo ga dare ka ni aisareru tame ni
Kono yo ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
Sore ga moshimo boku nara mou ichido kimi no kokoro no wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameru yo

Ahhh… How he sang it beautifully. This guy’s voice is really to die for

I felt like I’m was being serenaded by one of Korea’s greatest balladeers.. Err wait, he is one of Korea’s greatest balladeers but please do scratch the serenade thing, we’re in a noraebang slash karaoke for crying out loud

After singing a few tracks on the Karaoke, our now dried clothes were delivered on the noraebang room. I went to another room to change and it was then that I had a glimpse outside from a glass window.

“The rain stopped” I announced when I came back. I was half-relieved but at the same time, I felt bad that it had to end so soon. I was enjoying his company

“I think I need to go” I finally declared. My friends would be worried sick if I come home late

“Awww” He pouted, but then he nodded his head as if he understood before finally saying his “Okay” and escorted me to the receptionist

“Jaejoong sunbae?” I called for his attention when he was done talking with a staff

“Yes?” He smiled so sweetly that I couldn’t help but blush

I then sheepishly fished for a piece of paper on my pockets. It was a receipt for the little stitch key chain I bought for MinKki

“Can I borrow a pen?” I turned to the receptionist and smiled and she smiled back and handed me my request. Upon getting my needed paraphernalia, I handed him the paper and pen. He flashed me a smile and wrote down his number

Haha! Aren’t you too obnoxious for your own good?

“Uhmm” I chimed. “ Jaejoong sunbae”

“Yes?” He now diverted his attention to me

“It was supposed to be for your signature” I said in between amused giggles

“Signature?” confusion was written all over his face

“It’s for my sister Durami, she loves you guys” I explained with a grin plastered on my face

I think I’m starting to love you too

“Oh! Hahaha” he let out a nervous chuckle and asked for a piece of paper from the receptionist in Japanese . He then signed it like I told him to

“Thanks” I showed him my pearly whites as he escorted me to the exit

“No problem. Thank you too. I had fun” he said as he called for a cab and opened the door for me

He instructed the driver in full Japanese and then diverted his attention to me

“Ja matta” he uttered

It means see you

“Ja matta ne” I said as I damped my lips on his left cheek. I didn’t know why I did it but I just did. I then rushed inside the taxi out of embarrassment

Aigoo! Dara! What were you thinking?

I looked at the taxi’s rear glass window and I saw the poor guy lost in oblivion, I found him so cute at it that I ended up giggling to my heart’s content
—-
*Please note that YG artists are perfectionists. It may sound crappy for them but, lol we couldn’t even tell the diff. hahaha
The original dara thoughts were in italics back in jdb but i decided to drop the formatting Why? IDK. lol

Jaejoong unconsciously tightened his grip on the backrest of his office couch. Nails almost breaking the leather covering it. Closing his eyes as he breath in and out harshly- a none effective way to even out his ragged breathing.

Shim Changmin cringed. Witnessing his boss and friend’s jaw tightening. He could vividly hear the gritting of the others’ teeth as he make careful steps around him. The secretary whom he have asked for some water for Jaejoong was silently on his toes as well, too damn afraid to make a sound that would further irritate the boss.

He offered the unopened bottle to Changmin and almost ran out of the office in fear of losing his job or worst… his life.

Changmin knew how to work his way in and out of Jaejoong. And if it means silently standing there for a good hour or two then so be it. He was pretty sure that the older male was so pissed that a little sound would cause him to further explode and would probably turn his well cleaned- well organized office into a pile of shuttered junks.

Changmin could not blame the latter if ever he decided to trash his place though. Seeing Sandy Park suddenly all too enchanting as if shining like a star in a dance ball with a prince claiming her as a fiancee would make anyone who knew the fish vendor girl go crazy.

Who would have thought that Sandy Park was not just a mere fish vendor? Pretty? Yes. Gorgeous? Absolutely. Smart? Definitely.. Mysterious? A fact. But a fiance to this suddenly known extremely rich man Choi Dongwook who just made himself known for a mere two weeks in the elite business world of Korea…. that’s just absolutely unbelievable.

Changmin almost choke at the sight of her a mere hour ago. Plus the fact that in there stood an equally enchanting entourage of gorgeous men he met on the island of Jhungwa. The thug Teddy whom he considered a little disturbing seeing his all wanna-be American loose shirt and pants get up. The Daesung guy who would make him laugh just seeing his happy face, the Micky Park and his men whom he had met the day of Jaejoong’s return and Mr. Choi Dongwook and his tall blonde bodyguard.

Changmin couldn’t help but think of the lies those people have fed them. Who are they? Who is exactly is Sandy Park.?

His trail of thoughts flew when Jaejoong’s voice broke the silence. Cursing at the phone where he kept dialing a number that seems to not exist anymore. The pretty guy made a gesture, lifting his hand and aiming the said handy phone to the glass window. But Changmin’s presence of mind stopped him.

“Hyung give me that!”

“The damn phone is not even working Min” he had his head low-almost like defeated. Dropping the phone on the couch before walking towards the glass wall that allowed him to see the city of Seoul.

“It does and you know it” The younger man claimed. He grabbed it away from the older guy and dropped it on the couch. He then opened the water bottle that he was holding and handed it to his friend.

Changmin may find it hard to say the words that were true but may hurt Jaejoong. But he knew he had the obligation to..

“She….” he hesitated, running his hand through his hair. “She’s not my Sandy” he said it through his shaky breath, still convincing himself that what he saw wasn’t real.

Changmin shook his head.

“Of course she’s not hyung! It’s a damn fact that she has been lying to you! Her name might not even be Sandy for Chirst’s sake! The fucking island boys weren’t even the island thugs anymore! They were there because of her. I won’t be surprise anymore if she turned out to be a princess of some country we don’t even know”

Jaejoong’s eyes widened. Realizing that everything that the younger guy have said were true. It did explained her amazing green eyes, the dialect, the reason why they hide, the very reason why Micky was obviously disapproving them…

Suddenly remembering that one time….

“I am engage. In fact I am engage even before I was born”

Jaejoong’s world even crumbled more… understanding what exactly was going on.

“Every… everything we had wasn’t real Min.” Jaejoong felt nauseated, his knees weakening while his heart was painfully beating against his chest. “She was…. never mine Min. Never mine…”

Changmin stared in shock as Jaejoong braced himself against his glass wall. Body sliding down and settled against the floor. Then he saw him shaking with anger and self pity. But what surprised him the most was when Jaejoong suddenly allowed himself to cry in front of him, not even attempting to wipe it off- allowing his tears to flow like he wasn’t aware of it.

“Hyung”… the younger guy knelt beside him. Hands tapping the knees to get his attention. Changmin didn’t get a response though.

“Go home and wait for them to come to you hyung”

—–

It was long gone before Jaejoong finally found his strength to go and drive home. The journey from his office down to the parking lot was agonizing that each steps radiates to his whole body. It ache tremendously that walking alone became too painful.

Now regretting at how stupid he was for sending his driver for a forced day off earlier that morning Jaejoong cursed as walked towards his car- keys dangling around his fingers.

Cursing under his breath as he grabbed the car door and swings it open but was stopped when a hand grabbed it and slam it shut again.

Jaejoong in defense whirled around, knocking his back in the car. He was about to curse aloud again when the two guys who looked like they were ready to beat him shoved him harder against the side of his car.

“I’d rather you hold that tongue back and listen” the man hissed against his ear. Which made the businessman froze on his spot. It wasn’t like he didn’t want to retaliate. He did. But his body went still like as if he had lost his ability to control it.

“You will not spoke unless you were address to nor move unless allowed. Do you understand?”

He nodded

“Good. Shall we?”

He nodded again his yes. Breathing so hard he didn’t even think of saying it out loud.

Then the next thing he saw was darkness.

———-

Jaejoong stirred awake, feeling the back of his head throbbing in pain. He groaned as he carefully open his eyes and was blinded by the light right above his head.

“He couldn’t even fight to save his life!”

“Such a paper doll!”

“how are we able to respect that man when he has nothing but some goons he pays to protect his pompous ass?”

“we retrieved him like a free fruit from the garden. No resistance at all”

Jaejoong heard Laughter. Language he perfectly could understand

“He’s a human! Say more and I’ll cut your devilish tongues!”

Jaejoong stiffened at the familiarity of the voice. He swore he knew that at that moment on. His life wouldn’t be the same anymore.

[a/n long overdue haha I'm sorry! I'm sorryyyyyyyyyy! School, Job and personal stuffs caught up with everything even editing wasn't allowed. LOL I understand if u aren't interested with reading this anymore Y__Y

Prologue

That night, Dara found herself unable to sleep. She can feel her chest burning. It must’ve been from too much eating but she ruled out the very thought. It felt more psychological since she’s the type of person who’s hoarding on food.

She pushed herself up and turned on her bedside lamp; its dim effect made the atmosphere a little dramatic.

The clock read 12 AM, a little odd that she’s still awake at that hour when she feels so tired after the day’s activities. Could it be because her dreaded day has finally come? She rested her arm against her forehead while looking at the lush finish of her painted ceiling.

Right then and there, she contemplated deep – deep enough that she could almost drown herself with thoughts. For tomorrow is not just another day but the day she wished would never come.

She looked at her calendar the longest time she has possibly done her life. She focused on the encircled date with a red marker.

As a sign of surrender, she ruffled her wavy locks and released a helpless groan.

“This blind date… Will I go or not?” She began talking to herself and shuffling her hands hard.

“Who might this person be?” Her right hand clutched her chest, her heart pounding ecstatically. She doesn’t understand why she was feeling anxious in the first place and how she hated being set up on blind dates.

“Dam* it, Seungri!” A curse escaped from her lips. Curses, for her, were taboo but find it inevitable to speak.

“You’ll be punished hard. I swear you’ll learn and get it from me.” Now her head was preoccupied with thoughts of punishment to the sole culprit of her impending doom. She must deal with him after everything is settled. Sorry Seungri, Dara-noona will never be easy on you again.

“The more that I think of it… Boy, this is making me crazy!” She sighed.

After too much thinking, Dara suddenly felt very sleepy. Crumpled papers were all over her bed. Not minding the mess, she lazily put off her bedside lamp and drifted to dreamland.

Annyeong yeorobun..^^

Before anything else, I’d like to introduce myself…

A certified Theian at your service, Selina-imnida. *bows 90 degrees*

Lilies, the ever lovely founder, invited me over to share to you whatever I can offer.

It’s my wish to contribute to the tiniest hope Theians, from all around the globe, possess.

Fan Arts, although products of our imagination, make us capable of believing and making dreams a reality.

one shot

by lilies_009

“Shit! What the fuck..??” Junsu sprung up from being buried under all his fluffy pillows and stuffed toys when a not-so-soft-thing hit his head causing him to wake up all of a sudden. His eyes went directly to the huffing Jaejoong whose expression he could barely read.

“Get up! We are going out today!”

Junsu stared at the older guy for a while, trying to process what he meant by going out when he knew that they can’t just walk around on the street especially now that South Korea has been hot on their trails.

The older guy even walked around Junsu’s room trying to find the only thing he really wanted to just get his hands into. “Where the hell is it?”

“Wha… what are you looking for hyung?” Junsu frowned, eyes still following the phasing older guy

But Jaejoong didn’t really answer. Instead he kept mumbling about how stupid he is for not taking seriously the precious sport before.

“Hyung!” Junsu called again but the latter shrugged him off, now rummaging Junsu’s closet.

“She could have told me that he likes guys who plays sports!” Jaejoong angrily tossed Junsu’s folded sweats.

“Hyung! What are you….”

“She could have told me that she doesn’t just like younger tough guys but a guy who plays sports as well! I would have learned to play it and just kick that fuckin’ soccer player’s balls instead! And where the fuck is your soccer ball Junsu!!!!” Jaejoong gritted his teeth and growled as he stepped out of Junsu’s closet, eyes squinting with full anger.

Junsu even stared in disbelief, confusion clearly written across his face. He stiffly pointed under his bed where he knew his soccer ball was placed.

Jaejoong huffed more, crawling a bit to get the ball while he directed Junsu into fixing himself for a match.

“Play with me and teach me good Su! That thing needed to learn that I am not just Jaejoong who sings and acts but good in sports too!”

Junsu groggily stood pouting a bit because of his disturbed sleep.

“But you are good in sports hyung… you know how to play soccer” he assured the older guy

“Sports??? all I do is hop around with this so-light badminton racket! The ball wasn’t even close to a 1/8^th kilo! And yeah if you think kicking around a ball is good then I am damn in trouble because that guy is an international soccer player damn it!” Jaejoong threw Junsu a knowing look

“Well…. you can lift a hundred kilo of gym equipment and…?”

“Su! Just shut it and dress up! Dara wanted to go to scotland! And if playing soccer could stop her then i’ll learn good! And.you.will.teach.me.no.questions.ask”

—-

Yoochun pouted

he was supposed to be out with his brother an hour ago but then was stuck at googling something on the net. He secretly stole a glance at the angry guy on his back and shivered when he glared at him.

“Done?”

“hyung… Yoohwan is waiting for me. Can I just continue this later?” He asked, fingers tapping on his own laptop

“Chun, you know I could play games in the net but I know nothing of net. Just make me an memeaccount and you’re free to even stay outside until tomorrow” he answered him

“Junsu can make this for you though”

Jaejoong frowned

“That guy gave up on me seven hours after our play”

Yoochun’s eyes widened “Seven hours?”

“hmm” Jaejoong answered eyes fixed on the screen on Yoochun’s laptop

“oh you’re on?? go to his me2day and leave a comment”

Yoochun pouted and did what his best friend asked him to do. He looked up and waited for jaejoong to dictate the comment.

Jaejoong smirked, eyes pure evil…

“Yo! Dara Park isn’t yours. She’s mine! Please concentrate on football and stay away from her!!!”

———————-The end—————————

[a/n.... pwuahahaha nonsense... i'm just bored and sleepy.... I miss jin, cha and haesun...LOL just type this out of the blue.. because I was giggly over the soccer guy... and JJ needs to step up a bit!! ghhawd! ]

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[a/n oh gosh! lookey i didn't promise for a sequel but here it is. oh ghawd. breaks my heart but made me happy at the same time. LOL ohh i'm spoiling my own story,. sorry about that. ]

It wasn’t like I was blind.

Neither was I some insensitive jerk who would not care for others’ pain.

I am here, a mere human who fell in love like everyone else.

Don’t I deserve to be happy?

I know I do…

But then how do I explain this dreadful feeling of hurt, betrayal and pain

That every time my eyes closes I could feel my heart breaks?

That every time I breath I felt like choking?

It wasn’t like me to beg for something that I want so much

I’m definitely not the person who would consider something or someone as the ONLY choice.

Yet here I am… almost desperately begging for something I couldn’t have.

I watched them at the corner of my eyes

as they talk like they have nothing in common

it was a dead air.

Almost too uncomfortable that I wanted to break the wall between them

But I am a selfish man…

and hated myself for the fact that I almost begged hell for the wall to stay.

I stood, in a place close but far enough for me to stay invisible.

And laughed realizing how the three of us were so good at wearing these happy masks.

Our very face that masked our miserable form.

I almost gasped, heart pumping so hard against my chest I wanted to ripped it open.

When I saw her kissed him… saying goodbye.

I should be happy right?

Because… finally they’re giving up.

But then, I saw her walked away.

Tears obviously blinding her vision. Face drowning with sad emotions.

I felt jealousy consumed me and hated him for even pretending.

And almost hating her for that raw pain that wasn’t for me.

I walked in. furious enough that I didn’t wait for him to say a word

Punching him like I was meaning to kill him.

But I can’t… he is my brother.

And I love him dearly it hurts.

“How can you do this to me hyung?”

he shook his head and cried like an idiot. I almost broke down when he said nothing and just cried like he owes me the damn world.

I grabbed his collar

shaking him that his head and knees wobbled.

“How could you do this to me?”

I asked again but all the answer I get was a gentle push

and it made me hate him more.

Hate him for being so gentle and understanding.

“what do you want me to say Junsu?” he looked away but I held his arm

preventing him to walk away

And for the third time that night… I asked him the same question

“How could you do this to me hyung? How could you lie to me and pretend that this is not happening?”

I watched his eyes turned darker- Recognizing the anger rising

“What else do you fucking want from me Su? I gave you everything.! everything Su! Every fucking thing that you wanted”

he gasped, choking at the sob that escaped from his lips as he fell down on his knees,

hugging my legs as if begging me for mercy

and it made me feel so terrible

“i gave up the only girl that I love because you…. you said you love her” he broke into a heart wrenching cry It made me tremble

“I… I pretended… I ignored every feelings I have for her because of YOU Junsu. So don’t you ever look at me like I have wronged you because you don’t have any idea how fucking hard it is to watch the only girl I cared about in the arms of the only family I have! So don’t Junsu! Just Don’t!”

I knelt in front of my brother.

In silence I watched him cry. Allow him to tell me how lucky I was and that I should treasure her more now that I know that he sacrificed enough for me and Dara to happen.

“Promise me that you’ll make her happy Su?”

And I couldn’t thank him more than to assure him by a promise

“I will hyung…”

I stood up and walked away.

Feeling my knees tremble as I stood in front of the glass door

I looked back before making another step away…

Blinking away the tears that threatens to fall out my own eyes….

“I promise”

—————–

My hands shook as I pinned a corsage of small white lily on his white tuxedo jacket as he did in mine.

And saw him raised a brow as he watched me grinning

It must have been the contented look on my face that made him to do that.

He patted my shoulder

“all set?” and I nodded in response.

Still not liking the fact that behind his smile was pain.

The pain I most likely have caused

I felt the need to hug him.

and maybe for the last time thank him for all the things he had done for me.

“what?” he nudged me, probably worried at how I was looking at him

and without further hesitation, I grabbed him. pulling my own brother into my embrace

patting his back and whispered to him all the thank you’s that he deserve.

And what made felt good was that he remained silent

patting my back like how he always does when we were smaller

“Thank you so much for everything Hyung”

I could only close my eyes and felt my heart breaking for the last time

He deserves so much more than what I could give him.

I pulled away and wiped away the few tears than managed to escaped from my eyes

and he smiled at me gently

“go on. The wedding is about to start”

I stared at his face for the longest time and pushed him out of the door.

“you go ahead hyung… I just need to use the loo before I go”

—–

loud murmurs filled the garden when Dara arrived

she grew panic, hearing someone calling Junsu on the phone.

She scanned the garden and saw Jaejoong stood nervously, holding his phone in annoyance as well.

“Where the fuck are you!”

She could read his lips as he bellowed on his phone- obviously very angry at the present situation.

Dara felt like crumbling down, silently praying that everything turns out right.

But as minutes passed without any sign of Junsu and everyone in the reception grew tensed and Dara was almost about to passed out….

Junsu made an appearance.

Rather broken it made everyone instantly knew…

Jaejoong freezes… and Dara shakily stood

the silence stretched as everyone’s attention were directed towards the supposed to be groom. Dread was all over the venue that everyone instantly sympathized to the almost abandoned bride.

He walked silently towards the center and took hold of the mic that was there and stared at his brother and Dara before finding his own voice to speak..

“There was once a boy who had a complete happy family. He had an older brother, a mom and dad that treats them like little princes. They were wealthy, happy and have lived a life so beautiful it could be forever. But then the young boy’s parents suddenly left, leaving him and his older brother alone with nothing but clothes that they were wearing and debts to pay. No food, water… Nothing.

The little boy had blamed everyone. Even God for making his life miserable. For taking away everything from him. as he fell, sobbing loudly at one dark pavement covered by cardboard boxes that served as their bed. He lay there… hopeless and angry and cold. Until he felt himself cradled by the only person that stayed with him throughout his struggle. His brother… “

Junsu sobbed. Wiping the tears away. He smiled at Jaejoong and bit his lip as he tried to smile

“you have me Junsu…. you will always have me” Junsu repeated the words Jaejoong have said that night 15 years ago

“I remembered hyung… I remembered your promise and I am thankful that you kept it”

“Junsu…”jaejoong called. He opened his mouth to say more but Junsu stopped him.

“Hyung… Dara…. i’m very sorry I have been selfish. I knew you love each other so much yet I pretended I didn’t see it, didn;t felt it” Junsu smiled at took a deep a breath

“I’ve been standing in the way of your happiness. I love you both dearly that it hurts to think that I’ve caused you pain.”

“Hyung remember how I told you that one day…. one day I will make you proud and happy?” he asked his older brother sniffing back

Jaejoong smiled through his tears as he nodded

“well… i’m giving your happiness back to you hyung. Both of your happiness. Not because I need to but because I want you to. Both of you”

Jaejoong smiled and mouthed a “thank you” to Junsu

Junsu stared at both of them, biting his lip. Before turning back to walk away. But not until Dara called to him for the last time.

“Why? Why Junsu?”

and Junsu only gave her a short answer and smiled at her sadly

“Because Jaejoong Hyung loves you, probably more than I do. And… because..” he paused, walking towards her. Taking her hands and kissed it for the last time.

“because I can’t make you love me”

——————-

[ A/n damn! Nose clogging like shiz! I hope you enjoyed it. And yes it ends here... unless.... I want to write another sequeal. LOL good ending or No? COMMENT? coz i'll share more tissues... well it is a jaedy fanfic. and well it;s a happy jaedy ending, LOL... oh ghawd. why do i like to torture myself like this,. haha]

Little Dara stared with wide eyes as the guy wearing a mask appeared in front of her. Her little lips trembled as she clutched harder on little tamtam, squeezing its crooked head. She carefully pulled her numb legs towards her chest and hugged into it as carefully as possible, not wanting to further make a sound.

*BOO!

“waaahhhhhh!” little Dara abruptly stood up from where she was sitting and frantically run towards her mom who just got out of the kitchen with a little basket on her right hand and a white fluffy wings on the left.

Laughter soon filled their household… little Dara hugged her mother’s legs, hiding behind her back while her older brother teddy kept laughing at her which earned him a good bump on his forehead. Their mother’s aim was very good. She manage to throw one slipper at him, making the other winced back a bit

“Omma.. Teddy Oppa is scaring me..” She sniffed

“Stop scaring Dara like that!” their mom scolded while kneeling in front of her little cute daughter.

“Don’t worry about him darling.. here…” She helped little Dara on wearing the wings and turned her around to fix her costume.

“Just be careful tonight alright?” She tucked her hair on her ears and smiled at her

“Omma needs to go the hospital because there’s an emergency operation and Doctor Lee needs me to assist them alright? And don’t walked further down the street”

Little Dara smiled as she looked down on her dress, then she twirled around wanting to see how her wings would look like on her.

“Don’t worry Omma, Joongie will be there… He’ll protect me from all those bad people!” She giggled as squished her little body together. Just thinking about going on a trick or treat date with her little Joongie makes her stomach tingles.

“oh I bet little girly Joongieeeee will ran first when Mr. evil goes after you” Teddy teased more, plopping pop corns into his mouth

Dara pouted, “oppaa… Joongie isn’t girly. He’s a boy” She pouted more at him while tugging her mother’s white hospital uniform.

“TEDDY PARK!!” Their mother half yelled making the latter whimpered

just then the door bell rang making little Dara jerk from her spot

“Omo! Omma is that Joongie?” She smiled cutely fixing her slightly ruffled skirt
Mrs Park smiled, not even understanding how she was considering the moment like her little daughter will be out on a first date. She laughed before opening the door.

Her smile grew wider seeing the vampire kid in front of their porch, wearing yet again his sinister grin.
She was amazed at how the Kim family manage to train their eldest grandson, acting all grown up especially in front of Dara who he have publicly announced as his future wife.

“Good evening Mrs Park” he bowed politely

“Goodevening Jaejoong…” she swung the door fully allowing the kid to see the cute little girl standing a few feet from her.

Jaejoong gasp, seeing Dara on her angel outfit, mouth dropped forming a wide o and his eyes were saucer size.

Dara pouted, hearing no greetings coming from her favorite boy
“Joongie didn’t like my dress?” she shyly scooted away, holding to little tamtam more, tears suddenly started forming on her eyes.

“no… No… I liked it.” Jaejoong almost run towards her, grabbing her hand and smiling at her cutely “you look very pretty DeeDee… I like it”

and that was all it took for her to jump… hugging him with delight. “you look handsome too Joongie”

“Now now kids… go and get your candies. Jaejoong, you promise to bring Dara back right after you collect your candies alright? And I will be asking Aunt Minji to watch you alright?”

Jaejoong nodded, tagging on Dara’s hands while he led her out of her house.
“I promise Mrs. Kim. I will get her all the chocolates and candies in the world… and I won’t let anyone take my DeeDee away from me” he stood straighter this time making Mrs. Kim laugh at his gesture

“alright… off you go”

—

Little Dara giggle with delight when hugged by her Uncle Yunho.. who lives a few houses from the Kim’s. While Jaejoong glared at the tall handsome man who was pinching his Dee’s cheeks.

“Thank you uncle Yun” She said, kissing his cheek to thank him

“you’re welcome Dara. Now go and ask Uncle Junsu next door for more/ Bye Jaejoong” He raised a brow at the glaring boy, he shook his head, recognizing the jealousy of the younger boy.

“look Joongie! Look what Uncle Yun gave me… isn’t this the largest chocolate ever?” little Dara pulled the tab from her basket

Jaejoong ignored her and stomped his way for a few feet.
Little Dara looked up and saw him ignoring her. “Joongie… you’re angry at me?”
her eyes were wide

“hmp! of course…” he crossed his arms

“W… why? I just want to show you the chocolates. Look! It’s biggest” She sniffed looking at her aunt Minji who was busy talking to the Changmin guy again.

“No it’s not! My Dad could get us a bigger one”

“But it is…it’s the biggest so far” She pushed the tab towards him, holding it on her hand

“No it’s not” he stubbornly looked away

“Joongie..” she called out but he didn’t look back

there were silence between them until Jaejoong heard rusting and sniffing behind him

“DeeDee what are you doing” he asked, seeing her throwing the candies and chocolates away, emptying her basket.

“Dara doesn’t want this anymore… Joongie is mad… I hate chocolates now!” She cried, sitting on the grass in front of the Jung residence.

Jaejoong suddenly felt guilty… seeing his DeeDee cry because of him
he knelt down beside her and hugged her smaller frame.

“Dara hates Halloween now” She sniffed

“no… Oppa and Deedee loves halloween” he cooed her

“But Joongie hates me every halloween. He no want chocolates and Joongie would be angry at me every time uncles would give me big candies and chocolates”

Jaejoong vcould faintly remember the same incident happens last year. He smiled sadly, before wiping her tears with his own little hand.

“shh.. Oppa isn not mad because of the candies.. I love the chocolates and I like seeing you dress like angel”

Little Dara wiped her nose and stared at him innocently “but… but Joongie doesn’t smile and laugh during trick or treat”

Jaejoong smiled “because you kept kissing the uncles and they kept telling you you’re cute” he pouted, sighing deeply like an old man

Dara’s eyes widened “but they’re uncles… very big uncles… I don’t like them… I only like Joongie..”

Jaejoong stiffened “you.. do?”

Dara nodded “like how Aunt Minji likes Changmin”

“really? Like how my Daddy likes Mommy” jaejoong leaped

“yes… but aren’t they living away from each other?” She questioned, now wiping away her tears

Jaejoong pouted “yes… Mommy always stays in Paris to make money. Daddy’s in his office most of the time”

Dara shook her head “no.. I don’t want that. I want to be with Joongie all the time…. like… like… Uncle Yun and aunt Mi” She smiled

“oh… like uncle Su and the sexy aunt Bom?”

Dara slapped his hand “Aunt Bommie is not sexy… she’s pretty” she pouted “when I grow up I want to be like her”

“Then i’ll be like uncle Junsu… and we’ll get married and we’ll make babies like little Yongie…” Jaejoong started picking up the candies and chocolates on the grass and putting it back on Dara’s basket

Dara stared confuse “make babies?”

Jaejoong nodded “yeah..”

“Joongie… how do you make babies?” she cocked her head sideways. Staring at Jaejoong with her innocent eyes

Jaejoong put a finger on his chin and stared at her as well.
“kissing”

Dara squeak “but Aunt Min and Changmin kisses all the time! That means aunt Min have lots of babies inside her tummy now?”

Jaejoong shrugged “i don’t know…” he continued picking the treats up

“umm… Joongie… I kissed Uncle Yun! Will I get pregnant?” she jerked suddenly remembering. “waaahhhh I don’t want Uncle Yun’s baby!!! Joongieeee” she cried again

“Omo! Here here” he scooted again near her and kissed her lips “let’s make our own babies… let’s replace Ajhussi yun’s baby”

“We could do that?” she asked

“of course…” giving her kisses on her little lips and all over her face.

“okay.. kiss me more then” she giggled. Closing her eyes and made sure that her face remained still

—

Minji and Changmin watch in amusement

“should we tell them to stop and explain how exactly babies are made?” Minji asked

“tsk! How do you expect us to explain sex then?” Changmin shook his head

“well… I hope they won’t start asking about why she’s not pregnant after all that… kissing”

— 

[a/n nothing to do today so here it is... fun to write... and.. well... I dunno comment” 

She gave up- Rather too easily granting the efforts she made even before she had the courage to met him. and then when the time came? She just did?

Dara sniffed, stuffing her nose with plies of tissues from the 3rd box right next to her bed. She wailed as she tried to scoop a big spoonful of chocolate ice cream on the pint that she was holding.
“Stupid guy! How could you just cheat on your wife like that!” She cursed throwing the small pink bear right towards her flat screen tv.

She sniffed more, scooping yet another spoon of the sweet treat and gritted her teeth at the burning sensations on her head.
“Oh come on!!!! how could you forgive that cheater again?” She shouted feeling her insides burning

*knock

She spared her close door a glance before answering it
“it’s open” she answered lifelessly, mood drastically changed to happier one as she grab the black sunglasses on her bedside table-in an attempt to hide her swollen read eyes.

The door revealed a man.
Tall, Slender and fit, gorgeous, sexy and so fucking good in bed- well that’s according to her best friend who seems to be in love with the man that even the scars beside his left eye and beneath his jaw seems too darn beautiful. Beauty mark as what Yunmi calls it.

She could see him raised a brow, scanning her poor miserable form where her body was beneath layers of blankets and dirty face napkins were all over her. Pretty disgusting if you looked at it.

Her insides twisted again, now embarrassed at how the other was looking at her. She knew how laughable she looked.

“umm… Yunmi is in the shower. Someone’s at the door looking for you. Should I let him in?”
Jung Yunho uncomfortably stood, pointing a finger on the entrance hall. Probably expecting her to blow off like how she did most of the time for the past few weeks.

“No. I don’t want to see anyone”
She briefly answered, and grew even more embarrassed seeing the guy looking around her messy room. She cringed, thinking the guy must have been disgusted.

“ok.. i’ll go and shoo him out or something” he nodded before going out, closing the door behind him.

Dara deeply sigh.
How long has it been? A month?
She bitterly laughed. Thirty one days? It took her that long to get over the fact that Kim Jaejoong is an asshole. A darn sexy asshole who is so full of himself, who doesn’t like her small boobs and her make up.

“Fuck You Kim Jaejoong!” She spat. Throwing the almost empty pint of ice cream on the bin.

She glanced back at the door where Jung Yunho stood a few moments ago. And felt like crying once again. Jealous of the fact that her best friend was happy… she wasn’t.

“Yunmi is so lucky to have met him” She paused and proudly grinned “well at least, if it wasn’t for my little stalking they wouldn’t have met and would have been shagging someone else”

That fact provided her with little comfort. So little that it suddenly made her re think of what she had done.

“Even Dongwook is dating Boa now”

Throwing the rest of her wasted tissues on the bin still wearing a childish pout on her lips, she rolled around her bed, pulled the blankets towards her and miserably grunted. Closing her eyes as she started counting little stars in her mind.

She was indeed miserable.

–oOo–

“Now I am supposed to live alone for a month?” Dara was finally up one morning, looking around their kitchen cabinets for something to eat.

“I can’t believe you are just telling me about this over the phone… and where the heck is my ramens Mi?”

She wasn’t supposed to get angry. She knew she has no right to hold her best friend back, not when all she was asking was a month of vacation her lover arranged for her for the summer. She followed her best friend’s instructions as she whipped around the room and walked towards the cupboard where their supplies were stocked

“Found it….” She placed the noodle packets on the table and proceeded into putting some water on the pot. “Whatever! Just don’t get pregnant or I’ll give you back to your uncaring parents…. yeah fine! Enjoy”

She grabbed a spoon and stood in front of the gas range like a lost toad.

“Now how am I supposed to get this thing to work?” Was she supposed to put the noodles first or the egg? The pack looks… incomplete.

“where the heck are the vegetables?”

It just downed on her. She couldn’t even cook to save her life. It has always been Yunmi who does all the house stuffs. And now she’s gone to god knows where with her almighty boyfriend, probably making babies like honeymooners….

“Shit!!! I am screwed”

–oOo–

Okay… finally her brilliant mind worked and found herself a house keeper for a month or so. Now she find herself driving yet again off to a local supermarket to buy the things that she needed. Meat, Veges, Eggs and fishes.

She cursed, finding the traffic rather annoying, how could she not thought of just sending Mrs. Im to do the shopping while she waits in bed and play miserable all over again.

‘Damn you Kim Jaejoong!’
She grunted.

Why was she even blaming the hot git for her misfortunes..?

First.. it was her who made his girlfriends broke up with her. She even broke Dongwook’s heart along the way. So damn! Maybe she deserved to be lonely.

She pressed her car radio… turning it on and listened to the music, looking around the cars around her own. It only occurred to her… it was her second time in more than a month to go out again.

The first time was when she had nothing to eat and decided to went out to a nearby restaurant right after that phone talk with Yunmi and then it wasn’t even a good day… for she got all paranoid feeling like someone was following her around.

Of course she wasn’t really the type to get afraid of such stuff but when she managed to grab a seat and was eating lazily… she happened to looked at the table a few feet away from her and found two men in gray suits- kinda looks too business-y looking away guiltily as if being caught spying on her.

–

It has been that long? She of course didn’t realized that… she admittedly loss track of time during her… mourning moments.

She drove and was glad to find the road towards the supermarket flowing smoothly. Deciding that it would be a lovely day… Dara found herself smiling as she stopped on a red light.

But then her happy mood was suddenly killed when a white Bently with heavy tinted windows smoothly stopped right next to her car. The car was awesome… in fact it was her dream car but what irritated her most was the blasting music of American rapping that she couldn’t understand quite a bit.

She lowered her window and hated the fact how the music even got louder.
She signaled the driver to lower his as well. And when he did, she signal a finger on her ear
“too loud” with a frown written across her forehead

the driver looked back a bit and Dara knew that he was talking to who ever was on the back seat of the car. She was glad that the driver did lower the volume
“I’m sorry about that Miss Park” then raising his window to close again

Dara stared for a while and wondered why the guy knew her name.

Then the traffic light changed to green….

–oOo–

Dara was on her way home.. after she finally decided to move on and got herself a makeover- or rather a MAKEUNDER.

She got rid of the sexy clothes and found some undertone dresses and clothes which were still very fashionable and sexy but not slutty.

She had colored her hair back to the golden brown- her original one. And found herself rather pleased at how she looked.

She was back to her old self now. Before she got obsessed with following Kim Jaejoong around. Changing into the sluttier version of herself for him was not worth it after all.

Maybe she was misguided by the fact that all she saw with him dating around were some girls who wears skimpy dresses and wore make up that covers their whole face.

–oOo–

Dara’s eyebrow deeply furrowed as she took her time scanning the pages of the dresses and gowns on a shop downtown Seoul. Damn Yunmi for saying that they would be attending a formal party at the end of the month. While allowing the Jung to buy her a dress in Paris!

Damn Paris! Her best friend is in Paris for Chirst sakes. While she.. Dara Park was alone looking for her own freaking dress!

Of course it was nice of Jung Yunho to offer a name store where she could find the best one. Even offered to buy it for her… but no. Dara Park has her pride too. She can buy it on her own.

Alas, she found the thing that would fit her best. And was extremely happy when the store gave her the matching heeled shoes for it. And shrugged off the fact that it was extremely impossible for a shop to give a shoe brand that cost like a brand new car for FREE.

“the shoes are probably fake anyway” she giggled and drove herself home.

–oOo–

Dongwook laughed when Dara stared at him unblinking

“what? What does that exactly imply Wook?” She irritatedly crossed her arms and tapped her feet on the pavement where she was having a jog. It was too early… 6am to be exact.

Dongwook shrugged “Oh nothing! see you around then”

Then the guy simply jogged away. Leaving her wondering what exactly he meant by….

“You Won”

“is he mocking me or something?” she shook her head and decided to run for it.

–oOo–

Dara felt like fainting “Oh my God are you serious?” She stared with wide eyes as her friend who was rather nervous. She took the seat before her.

Yunmi nodded

Dara shook her head “and…wait… this is serious? You’re getting married? Like.. gowns and rings and vows of forever?” then she stared aghast. Not exactly believing what was going on.

her friend nodded again “I… I’m sorry Dee… he doesn’t want the kid to grow up without a father”

“shit! You’re pregnant too?”

Yunmi cringed

“Are you telling me that he’s marrying you because of the kid?” She raised a brow… tone rising as well. She wasn’t sure if she will allow her to marry the guy if the reason was because she’s pregnant.

Yunmi shook her head. “of course not. I love him”

“the question is… does he loves you? Yunmi… I knew you started fucking even before loving each other. Come on. The kid doesn’t need him”

“No! But I need them Dara” It was Yunho. Opening the door forcefully. Eyes seemed too afraid to even think of losing both persons who meant so much to him.

Dara deeply sighed “But isn’t this too sudden?… it has only been two months.”

“we know that. But we can’t wait no more. It’s…. nothing is more important than this Bessie.. please. I.. we need your support” She begged. She loved Dara more than her sister. In fact she loved her more than her own family.

Dara smiled. Watching Yunho take Yunmi’s hand and gently squeezing it.

“Fine!” She giggled when Yunmi jumped to hug her
“The dress that I bought.. was it supposed to be for the wedding?” she inquired patting her best friend’s back

“no… it’s for the engagement party this week end” Yunho answered flashing a grin towards his fiancee.

Dara raised again a brow.. something about that grin made her think that something bad is going to happen. Choosing to ignore that feeling Dara grabbed the two dragging them both to the entrance door.

“let’s go and eat some ice cream. And you!” pushing Yunho a bit “will buy it for me! Stealing away my best friend like that! Now i’m supposed to live alone forever? Asshole!”

Yunmi couldn’t help but grin as well. “Trust me. You won’t be”

–oOo–

“this is ridiculous” She pretended to smile, greeting another guest who looked rather unfamiliar. She was cold and unbelievably shaking, for some reason… she felt nervous.

—

She saw Kim Junsu earlier, greeting her enthusiastically but was putting a good distance between them. She was introduced to Shim Changmin whom she found very young and sweet.

The engagement was a simple dinner. More like a business function where Yunho was introducing her best friend to everyone in the elite circle. Then the party proceeded and everyone who felt like partying went to Yunho’s club.

She would have went home. But she couldn’t just say no to her pleading friend.

It was pretty boring… just until park Yoochun came.

Damn, he was a charmer. Smiling and all touchy… Dara was impressed and was instantly attracted to the guy.

Their conversation went all smooth and she was having fun with him.

but then… her nightmare came. Brows deeply furrowed, jaws tight and eyes piercing right through them. She was surprise that he knew her still, seeing him threw a disappointed look at her before whipping a challenging look at Park Yoochun.

“how dare he looked at me like that?” She questiioned, throwing him an angry look whenever his gaze would come her way.

But Yoochun was playful. Almost joking around while the others seemed too tensed. Obviously not minding the fact that Kim Jaejoong was throwing him probably the deadliest look on the face of the earth. Even Junsu was kind of laying off.

“Come with me Chun” Jaejoong’s voice was icy. Almost like a sharp knife that cut through Yoochun’s laughter

She stared… not knowing what to do. Despite the icy face he was gorgeous. Probably the perfect prince personified.

Damn! he… Kim Jaejoong managed to take her breath once again.,

“Darn Hot git!”

— 

“seriously… ridiculous” She muttered under her breath. Not knowing where Park Yoochun and Kim Jaejoong went. Kim Junsu and the younger guy was with them… Yunmi and Yunho were too busy to know what was going on

“What’s ridiculous?”

Dara jerked from where she was standing, whipping around to where the voice came from and found yet again the most beautiful man she have ever seen. Feeling herself trembling as she tried to contain her voice

“nothing” She walked passed him. towards the bar where only a few guest were sitting. Hoping he would leave her alone. “damn you Kim Jaejoong for making me feel this way”

He followed her. So casually that no one would ever thought that he was in fact following her. Greeting a few guest politely along the way.

Dara ordered a few tequila shots. Her fave of course and grimaced as it burned her throat. She felt him sitting right next to her, acting all cool. And she hated the fact that his mere presence made her heart go jumping inside her ribs.

She took another shot. Drowning one again.

“hmm.. it’s funny. We met here haven’t we?” Jaejoong opened the conversation so carefully Dara thought he was being nice all of a sudden.

“Not really.. here is where you said I’m a drunkard and not your type” she threw him a glance and found the guy staring at her, making her blush in deep red.
“damn hot asshole” she mumbled not realizing he heard her aloud.

Jaejoong could only smile, licking his lips on the process.

It was silence right after that. Dara wished she could disappear in a pop

“And I see you haven’t change still…. but you look prettier today” he added with a smile. Which made her grew tense.

“What the hell is he up to?” she thought, she almost wanted to dance around when he called her pretty

She swirled her chair around. Ignoring the guy yet again- rather pretending. She could see Yunmi giggling around while Yunho glanced towards them with a smile.

The other three guys..mysteriously disappeared around the club.

“so…. I see you wearing them” Jaejoong mumbled, swirling his seat as well.

“What?” she got confuse all of a sudden, raising a brow at his direction

Jaejoong only smiled back, almost lovingly that Dara stared in awe “Nothing”

“whatever… just leave me alone” she said, scowling a bit, hating herself for feeling her attraction towards him again. She wanted to hate him. for making her miserable for the past months. For making her eyes red and almost bulging out of its sockets for crying too much. For making her break someone’s heart.

–oOo–

She stumbled a bit out of his car, loudly cursing herself for drinking too much that walking itself became a hard work. She hissed, sparing the guy a heated glance before pulling off her two stilettos.

“you know there’s no harm with allowing me to walk you to your door” He smirked at the stumbling girl.

“I can walk fine. No thanks Mr. Kim” she straightened, taking a few deep breathes before allowing herself to walk again with her shoes on her hands.
He could see her visibly steadying her breathing.

Jaejoong was sitting on the hood of his car. Keys twirling around his index finger, a grin adorned his pretty face- as if waiting for something to happen.

she was half way towards her door when she suddenly stumbled again. Finding herself sitting on the rocky path walk. Yes the parking lot was cemented … but the path walk was all rock and grass.

“Told you so” Jaejoong smirked before running towards her, helping her up.

“get off me” She pushed him away. But for Jaejoong, the push was too weak it made him think that she was not really wanting to make him leave.

“Ummphs” her eyes widened when he scooped her up. Arms under her shoulders and knees.

“Stop being so stubborn will you?” and proceeded into carrying her to her door.

Dara’s heartbeat tripled, finally having the chance to get close to him. He smelled nice for sure… as she traced the lines of his face and neck by her eyes, she couldn’t help but to admire him once again.
If it weren’t for his sudden dipping, where he successfully retrieved the keys under her house rug she would have continued to stare more.

Jaejoong didn’t find it difficult to open the door. And Dara found it rather surprising…. raising a brow…

“you seemed to know exactly what to do with my keys and door Mr. Kim?” She smirked

Jaejoong stood. A little frozen but manage to gain back his composure
“Stop being ridiculous.” he answered swiftly “I’m too busy.. even sleeping is too scarce’

Dara could only bit back a small reply… “Defensive aren’t we? ” she inwardly laugh. Feeling Jaejoong’s heart beating abnormally faster against his chest.

–oOo–

[opppzzzzzzzzz..... sorry will cut this short... hahaha well.. there's a third shot after all?? u want? Smutty? or.. i'll end it this way?... tell me. Keke

on the process of writing the... I dunno. Love scene? Hahaha comment?

Clarification? – Yeah JJ stalked her around. Dara found out though. Even the shoes was from him hehe. Nice try JJ. Now they're at Dara's flat. What could happen? Hehehe
hmm.. finally a chance for JJ to show how BIG he is? Hahahhahahah ]

The air almost stilled the moment she came in view. Her silvery long dress glided smoothly on the green grass and her long hair was freely draped on her right shoulder. She was followed by such familiar faces, Yet Yoochun remained unfazed from where he was sitting. Her expression almost remained stoic, pulling off a mask of uncaring attitude that even those that thought who knew her the most were on their toes- too afraid to make a mistake.

Her cousin begged to differ though. The fact that she looked like she haven’t eaten anything at all was all that he needed to see She was definitely anxious and worried. 

“Glad for you to join me cousin” Yoochun beckoned her to sit on a chair that Daesung pulled out for her.

“I didn’t know I would be welcomed” She huffed, allowing her back to rest on the backrest of the chair. 

Yoochun grinned “Didn’t know you’ll grace me with your presence either”

“I am here aren’t I?” Dara irritatedly flicked her right hand which got the few guys who accompanied her to stiffen. “news?” She questioned, almost pointing out to question why he was there anyway. And Yoochun laughed at how she tried to ignore the fact that they were in a hotel, in the garden to be exact with far too many hotel residents ogling at their royal ass. 

“I’d rather have this meeting here than be it on a private lounge where you can hex me to death” Yoochun wiped the side of his lips before smiling at his beautiful cousin
“and as for the news.. first let me just share that I quit trying to be normal. What’s the use when I can use such luxury and have a better life.?” he grinned some more 

Sandy scoffed 

“but of course, the second that I decided to TOP came apparating in my hotel room demanding your whereabouts. The Prince apparently know about you having a lover and that threatens to end it no matter what” Yoochun looked around his friends and smirked at them

“He knows?” Sandy’s face turned pale. 

“Probably not your lover’s name or of who he is. But Of course” He nodded, slicing the meat off his place then carefully putting it in his mouth “the very reason why I moved here in this hotel” he raised an eyebrow and easily slide a piece of card that was on the side of his plate towards her cousin. 

J.K Hotel and Luxuries
Mr. Kim Jaejoong
CEO

“He’s here?” she asked. Heart suddenly beating so fast it made her shiver.

“That I am not sure. I don’t see him around so often” Yoochun assured before resuming with eating his steak 

“Yoochun!” Sandy hissed 

The guy glared back, making sure to get her full attention before she act all too sudden they all end up dead
“Don’t forget that I am here because I felt the need to protect your beloved. I am not certain on how he will respond if he sees me all glamored up like this” He pointed at his own white suit with black trimmings
“And I am definitely not sure how he will accept seeing his little fish vendor all dressed up like a fairy” 

Sandy closed her eyes… relieved upon knowing that she has still Yoochun’s support yet quite worried for the chance that jaejoong might end up finding about her too soon even before settling her own problems. 

Oh how could she forget about the Prince… the real reason why she came to the city anyway

“Tell me about the prince” 

Yoochun sighed deeply “i see them lurking around here. Making businesses here and there. Probably waiting” 

“For what exactly?” Sandy tensed back

Yoochun raised a brow yet again making Sandy want to hex him good 
“Why? For you to appear and for them to kill your little pet lover of course.” he answered truthfully making Sandy stiffened on her seat even more, almost bringing tears to her eyes as fear of losing Jaejoong struck her. 

Yoochun sighed again, holding her hand gently “i suggest you meet with Kim and tell him about who you really are” 
With that Sandy withdrew her hand and shook her head 

“No! Knowing the truth wouldn’t help. He would leave me like what others did and…. he would see me as fantasy.. a dream” Sandy shook making Teddy and rest who has been really quiet guarding her and Yoochun to stand erect, as the trees and even the water fountain near them started shaking. 

“Then he didn’t deserve your love” Yoochun sadly breathe, pulling away and watch his cousin in agony. Yoochun can’t help but to question himself too. Why is he even doing this when he was far from trusting Kim Jaejoong? When he was the one who was clearly against their relationship anyway?

“I am facing him” Sandy declared

“Who? Kim?” Teddy inquired, a little surprise at how Yoochun manage to convince the lady 

“No, I must call the Prince” She closed her eyes, preventing the others to see the almost brighter green eyes. It took her a while before opening them again but the minute that she did it made Yoochun stood up from where he was sitting. A little agitated at the abrupt decision his cousin had made

“now is not exactly a good idea” Yoochun sneered 

“I quite agree that this is the safest place Cousin. He’s on his way” She smiled bitterly, crossing his legs and tapping a finger on it. “Teddy, I need you to look out for him. If he comes unexpectedly make him safe. I don’t trust that the prince won’t do any thing. Know that I am not Sandy but Sandara.”

Teddy looked around, then nodded, not liking the fact that he needed to be someone else’s protector 

“All of you must stand in your ground until I say otherwise” She instructed 

—– 

Jaejoong went out of the conference room after some gruesome hours of convincing the board that the Junghwa Island was for keeps and that investing on it as well as on its people will be worth more than their investment in the future. 

He was thankful to Changmin who has compiled every evidences that he needed. And so, after 4 hours of deliberate talking, they all agreed- to Kim Jaejoong’s relief of course. 

He was on his way back to his office when a commotion on the lounge window caught his eyes. He stood up fiercely and walked towards it, followed by Chnagmin who decided to keep his silence and just observe what was going on

One of the hotel bellboys saw them and bowed to him respectfully, a look of utter bewilderment written across his face. 

“What is going on?” he asked as the people gave way to him

What he saw – although a bit blurry, surprised him. 

“One of the guest apparently invited a few guest over to talk. Even ordered a good lunch for the young Miss. According to Mr. Sun who was tending to them everything went smoothly not until Mr. Choi came”

Jaejoong raised an eyebrow “Mr. Choi? Choi Dongwook?” he questioned

The bellboy nodded

Thinking it would be best to stop whatever was going on before the whole hotel erupt with the chaotic disturbance of a few men in black suits standing looking ready for a battle. Jaejoong walked back to the reception are of the hotel, intending to stop whatever that could damage his hotel’s reputation.

“Where’s the hotel Manager?” Jaejoong’s voice lowered as he spoke to one of his staffs who was following him around

“I believe he’s in the CSR office Sir. Should I call for him Sir?” the other followed closely

“No.. I would come to him… Changmin, make sure that everything’s well taken care of. I don’t need gang wars in my premises” He frowned and continued to walked away

— 
“If we need to add security services for the welfare of our guest then let that happen. I don’t need a bunch of black suited men in my garden threatening the hotel guests. Do you understand me?” Jaejoong bellowed lowly at the hotel’s manger as he though of lecturing him about the current event that was happening in the garden. 

“Ye.. yes sir” The guy nodded shakily

“good. Now tell me if you have any idea why Mr. Choi is outside. Is he currently staying here?” 

“No sir. He only comes for meetings” The manger paused to think “I believe he’s talking to the one who is renting the presidential suite at the 17th floor” 

Jaejoong raised a brow “The lady in silver dress? ” jaejoong’s curiosity was instantly piqued as he looked through the glass

“No sir. It’s the guy in white tux. Mr. Micky Park Sir” 

“hmmm” Jaejoong paused, finding the name rather familiar as well. “nonetheless go and salvage the situation by not allowing them to battle here” He pointed out as the manager almost ran away from him. 

— 

Jaejoong watched through the glass wall of the hotel lounge as the hotel’s manager went out to talk the the hotel guest. He can only recognized the side profile of the man who he had seen and met in one of the few business meetings he had attended the past few days. The rest have been facing with their backs on him but what struck him the most was the backside of the girl in silvery dress. The situation looked so tensed that he wasn’t sure if he would move and assist the manager or stay from where he was standing – which was a good many meters away. 

—– 

“ Is everything alright here Mr. Park….” he bowed “and Mr. Choi?”

Sandy’s eyes widened the minute she heard his voice that she stiffened on her spot. Not missing the sudden glint of mischievousness on the Prince’s eyes. 

“Mr. Manager!” Dongwook politely bowed, his accent remained noticeable. “I am humbly sorry for this commotion yet I held no choice. I finally found the fiance I have longed missed” Dongwook smirked, wrapping an arm around her thin waist and not even bothering to face the hotel owner. Thanking that the heavens were siding him. It was thrilling to see her succumb to what he was doing just because she was afraid of being found out.

“It’s been an honor for us to be accommodating you Mr. Choi. If everything’s alright… then I must go so to give you your needed privacy” The manager bowed politely before glancing at Micky park who appears stiff all of a sudden

Choi Dongwook smiled “Of course. We were just talking about some private matter. Ti’s all”

“I am greatly sorry for my disturbance Sir. I’ll take my leave then” turning around at the site of curious hotel guest eying the mellow dramatic meeting in the garden. He could see the CEO doing the same 

–—- 

The manger called for security and asked them to keep an eye out. 

“Everything’s all right then?” He inquired, eyes scanning the almost bare back of the lady. He squinted his eyes, finding the porcelain skin and the curve of the waist rather familiar, Even the silhouette of the man who was wearing the white tux made him think that he had met them

“everything’s under control sir” He smiled at their Ceo and his younger right hand 

“good. I’ll be in my office” Jaejoong bid farewell as he watched Chamgmin heading towards the elevator

“Min ah! We’re taking the stairs” He smirked before proceeding

“wha…. Why?” the younger man whined but allowed tp drag himself to follow his friend

“Conserve energy Min” he grinned

—- 

“Do.Not.Touch.Me” Sandy hissed the minute she knew that the manger was out of sight. Swatting the prince’s hands off her waist with great hatred. 

“It was you who summoned me here. Quite surprised that you did and now you take me like someone who will bow down to you?” The prince’s eyes squinted and the smirked on his face vanished. 

“Your purpose here will be talked with civility if you just take your seat before you assume things that won’t be happening” Sandy ended with a glare. Moving around him to seat on her previous chair. “I am expecting everyone to do the same and not cause further commotion” She added before signaling everyone to move away

Yoochun can’t help but to snicker which made the prince and his right hand named TOP to frown with disgust. What ever happened to the morals that their kingdom had instilled to their people? When some mere lords are challenging his position?

But Prince Dongwook didn’t came there to talk civility. Like what he had promised himself and his father’s land. He had come to retrieve what was his. With no what if’s and buts. But who said he needed to exert an effort that much? He has this all planned out. 

“Very well” he nodded, taking the chair that was provided for him by his men. Nodding his head as an indication that he agreed for a talk making his black suited men to walk backwards for a few meters with their hands in their backs and with heads and eyes parallel to the ground

—– 

Jaejoong was in the middle of a conversation with Changmin and one guest whom he knew from a trip to Paris when Changmin suddenly called his name. He stopped of course, head turning to face his friend and frowned at how Changmin looked like he was bitten by a snake. 

“Hyung… It… is that Sandy Park?” the Younger guy stuttered, pointing at the ground floor where choi Dongwook was walking gracefully with the girl on silvery dress following suit. 

Jaejoong followed Changmin’s eyes trail and saw someone that made his eyes doubled it’s size. 

“Sandy?” he remained standing, almost frozen at his spot as he tried to recognize the lady some more. She indeed looked like her but then…..
“it couldn’t be” He shook his head, absorbing the fact that she wasn’t dress like his Sandy. Her hair was longer and golden, she was all couture up when his Sandy wouldn’t even consider buying a hundred dollar shirt…. 

But when he saw Teddy Park and Yoochun almost running as they follow her? He almost fell on the stair as he lost his balance. If it weren’t for Changmin who grabbed her arm to steady him? He would be stumbling down the stairs.

He looked down, watching them go out from their hotel through the glass door. And Jaejoong suddenly panicked. What was Choi Dongwook doing? What was happening?

Jaejoong ran back down the stairs as fast as he can, almost stumbling down and ran fast outside where he thought he saw them walking out.. he reached the glass door and it instantly opened. Ignoring the weird gazes that his employees and hotel guest where giving him. Jaejoong frantically ran out… huffing a little bit out as he pushed the people who were blocking his way to reach her. 

“Sandy!” he shouted her name as he saw her back in between the black suited men

his voice made Teddy, Yoochun and their friends to turn. 

“Sandy!” he shouted again making Taehwan, Kyuhyun and Teddy to stopped. Holding his arm tightly in place. 
“this is not the right time Kim” Teddy hissed

‘Wha… What do you mean?” Jaejoong pushed them away and managed to walked in between them successfully

“SANDY!!” he called again 
this time he was heard as Sandy span around and came face to face with the love of her life

She tensed up, eyes widened for a few seconds before it came back to her masked stoic expression. He face suddenly became emotionless which made Jaejoong frowned

“Sandy…I…What..” Jaejoong huffed as he looked at the intertwined finger of Mr. Choi and her. Dongwook on the other hand felt the need to laugh. Realizing just who exactly Sandara park fell in love with. 

“Es tut mir leid?” she raised a brow 

Jaejoong’s eyes widened, heart almost breaking apart “Sandy.. what the hell is going on here?” 

“Kann ich Ihnen helfen?” She smiled warmly and tightened her fingers on Dongwook’s hands “Liebling… Gehen wir ? She tagged on him harder before looking at the stunned now teary eyed Jaejoong

“Allerdings!” Dongwook grinned before facing Jaejoong “I’m sorry Mr. Kim but my fiancee and I are in a hurry. She’s a little sick as of the moment.” Tightening his hold around Sandy’s waist

“fiancee?” he mumbled as Jaejoong became speechless for a moment. Eyes questioning her for whatever reasons that he needed to know. It was breaking him apart seeing someone hold her like that. Fiancee? He questioned more as Dongwook and the girl didn’t wait for his reply as they got into Choi’s limousine. 

He got bumped around by the other black suited men and the passers by but he wasn’t even in the right mind to think of getting angry. Confusion engulfed him, as he tried to figure out what exactly happened. 
He looked up and saw Teddy and kyuhyun looking down at him. 

“Wha…. What…The fuck!” Jaejoong hissed grabbing his hair on the process. Feeling his stomach rising up like he needed to vomit. 

“Hyung!” Changmin finally came, grabbing his older friend’s arm to help him stand up “What happened” 

Teddy smiled sadly at Jaejoong, knowing fully well how badly the other was hurt. But then what happened was just the start of everything. Breaking down now would mean he wouldn’t last. But it didn’t stop Teddy to give the guy a little comfort. He could see clearly how the businessman cared 
“go home and wait” 

With that Jaejoong angrily whack away his hand “Wait for what? Fucking tell me that what I saw wasn’t real. She was not my Sandy! Fuck! She’s not her! Tell me she’s in Jhungwa island!”

Teddy looked away “I wish I could lie and tell you that it wasn’t real. But it is Kim” 

—————————— 

[A/n Freakin hell!!! this update was driving me crazy! Ugh!!!! long enough? Ghawd! I dunno! ]

[a/n something to make you laugh and was written just for fun.. and as a compensation from... can't make you love me]

****GoddessDee has signed in

GoddessDee : Joooongiiieeeeeee!!! <3
GoddessDee : ………………
GoddessDee : ohhh not OL yet? *pouts

****0101xiahtic has signed in

GoddessDee : Suuuuu! *hugs

0101xiahtic : Nuna! 

GoddessDee : OMG Su! 
GoddessDee : Where is my Jae baby!

0101xiahtic : he haven’t comeback yet. 
0101xiahtic : I bet he’s enjoying his coffee with Ayumi

GoddessDee : WITH WHO?

0101xiahtic : umm…. 

GoddessDee : Junsu!

0101xiahtic : I mean… 
0101xiahtic : well… Hyung knows ayumi more 
0101xiahtic : and…….

GoddessDee : And…? O_o??

0101xiahtic : ohhh.. and ayumi is a guest from japan and so…

GoddessDee : So..?

****6002theMicky has signed in

0101xiahtic : Oh hey Chun is here!! 
0101xiahtic : Were u able to finish the lyrics you’re working on?

6002theMicky : >.< not yet!
6002theMicky : Why?

0101xiahtic : nothing! 
0101xiahtic : umm… 

6002theMicky : Oh Jae hyung called… 

0101xiahtic : Chun…..

6002theMicky : he said he.. wait…

0101xiahtic : Chun shut up!

6002theMicky : why? I was just saying Jae hyung called to inform me that he’ll be here in awhile. 6002TheMicky : That dude is having a fun out!

0101xiahtic : ok now stop!

6002theMicky : what? Aish! U’r getting weird!
6002theMicky: whatever! He said he’ll drive Ayumi home first 
6002theMicky : then he’ll be home!

GoddessDee : HE DID WHAT??????????

0101xiahtic : *palms face

6002theMicky : …………….. 
6002theMicky: Nunaaaaaa!! 
6002theMicky: hello 8DD

GoddessDee on’t you Nuna me!

6002theMicky : have u eaten dinner yet?

GoddessDee : Yoochun!

0101xiahtic : ohh! I bet you didn’t! U want me to place u a pizza delivery nuna?

GoddessDee : What the hell is he doing with ayumi!?

6002theMicky : Su! Nuna doesn’t like pizza, 
6002theMicky : get her baked scallops

GoddessDee : Junsu!!!

0101xiahtic : baked scallops? Sure

GoddessDee : I am counting to 5 if you both keep doing that! 
GoddessDee : Imma make sure to cut that balls and………….

0101xiahtic : Nuna!! stop!
0101xiahtic : I hate bloody graphic scenes!! Y_Y

GoddessDee : ………… *tappingfingersonthetable … one

6002theMicky: umm… 

0101xiahtic : Nuna! Ask Chun… he’s the soulmate after all

6002theMicky : Ricky is here! Imma……….

6002theMicky : need to signout!

0101xiahtic : Chun! Don’t u faqin dare go!

GoddessDee : …… two *knives ready

0101xiahtic : ohhh ghawd! Nuna! Stop doing that!
0101xiahtic : faqin Yoochun! 
0101xiahtic : Comeback here or I will tell your new gf that u got an arousal while kissing Park Minyoung on SSK!

6002theMicky: *gasp I DID NOT!

0101xiahtic : Yes u did!

GoddessDee : Three! *drawing-a-line-on-the-table

6002theMicky : Did NOT! Duck!

0101xiahtic : of course u did RAT!

GoddessDee :: four!!!!! 
GoddessDee : one more number! U better tell me now or u’ll see me outside your doors

6002theMicky: Nuna! 
6002theMicky : That just…

0101xiahtic : Scary! Y_Y

GoddessDee : YA! ARE YOU GOING TO TELL ME OR NOT!?

6002theMicky : oh! Nuna! Can you not tell Yunmi about this…. 

GoddessDee : This WHAT? erection thingy?

GoddessDee : O_o? 

GoddessDee : What?

0101xiatic : even if Nuna won’t tell I will!

6002theMicky : dare u? 
6002theMicky: I will get Bommie Nuna to dye your hair red! 

0101xiahtic : oh u know I love it red! 
0101xiahtic : Nice try though! my ass is on fire for being so scared! 

GoddessDee : YOOSU!

6002theMicky : hey! 
6002theMicky : Why am I guilty anyway? 
6002theMicky : My arousal only signifies that I am a healthy man after all! 

0101xiahtic : ohhhhhhhhhhhhh! 
0101xiahtic : You think Yunmi would like hearing that? 

6002theMicky : I can see u grinin lyk an idiot Su! 

0101xiahtic : *sarcastic grin YES I AM GRINNING YOOCHUN! 
0101xiahtic : So?

GoddessDee : Am I really being ignored here
GoddessDee : *stabs forks in Chun’s eyes!

6002theMicky : shut up Su!
6002theMicky: she’ll understand. Besides who said I can not go close and lovey dovey with other girls?

0101xiahtic : oohhh I am so gonna tell her about this! 

GoddessDee : wait! Yunmi and Chun is dating?

6002theMicky: Not really!

0101xiahtic : I am definitely tell Yunmi that you are denying it! 

*****iamsingleandiamlovingit has signed it

iamsingleandiamlovingit : hey guys! Just droppin by!

6002theMicky : oh hey baby!!!

iamsingleandiamlovingit : O______O ?

0101xiahtic : *PWUAHAHAHAHA nice try Chunface!

6002theMicky : YA! 

iamsingleandiamlovingit : Lo suei!!!

0101xiahtic : Hello Nuna!

iamsingleandiamlovingit : My lesbolove Santokki!!!i got a new BABY!!! will call u in a bit!!! 

6002theMicky : *stabs self w/ popcorn

0101xiahtic : *pours salt and butter on top of chunface

GoddessDee : really? 

iamsingleandiamlovingit : *nods! And ghawd it is BLACK baby!!! 

6002theMicky : YA! YOU GOT PREGNANT BY A BLACK DUDE??? HOW DARE YOU! 

0101xiahtic : PWUAHAHAHAHA *still munching popcorns here!

GoddessDee : I didn’t even know she’s dating anyone chun! *rolls eyes 

iamsingleandiamlovingit : what’s up with that San?”

GoddessDee : and you call urself my bestfriend?

6002theMicky: Oi! Sudden drama?

iamsingleandiamlovingit : drama? 
iamsingleandiamlovingit : i was talking about my CAR here and not some black baby!
iamsingleandiamlovingit : sooo O_o? I don’t remember keeping something from you!

GoddessDee : oh! Then someone just said that you two are in a relationship! 

6002theMicky: FYI- I didn’t it was that popcorn loving duck over there

0101xiahtic: what? All I said was to tell you girlfriend about your erection with Park Minyoung. 

6002theMicky: you just did Su! God!

0101xiahtic: oh I just did? *grins 
0101xiahtic : sorry I promise not to tell her that you denied the relationship anyway… 

iamsingleandiamlovingit : O_o? Whould I be bother bout tis?

0101xiahtic: and the fact that u said that you’r free to date and flirt to any girl!

6002theMicky: I will fuckin kill you Kim Junsu!!

iamsingleandiamlovingit : hey!!! what’s with the killing thing? 
iamsingleandiamlovingit : Doesn’t my id-name says it all? 
iamsingleandiamlovingit : I AM NOT DATING ANYONE! ESPECIALLY A GUY WITH A BIG FOOT STUCK UP ON HIS ASS!

0101xiahtic: OUCH! Mine is big Yuny Nuna. I seriously doesn’t need something up in there!
6002theMicky: why am I being bullied here? 

GoddessDee : no reason at all Chun! 

iamsingleandiamlovingit : ok! My Dad is here! Will go to check my Baby now.

6002theMicky : YA!

GoddessDee : sure babe! Call me in an hour! 

iamsingleandiamlovingit : sure! *hugs u tight bessie! 

iamsingleandiamlovingit : blows kisses to u Suie babe!!!

0101xiahtic : awwwwwwwwwww……… *blushing so much I think I have fever now

6002theMicky: I am seriously getting angry here!

iamsingleandiamlovingit : *pinch Su’s cheeks call me when u got one! Will surely take care of you!

GoddessDee : Go now Yuny! 

6002theMicky; Ya!!! Lee Yunmi!!!!

**** iamsingleandiamlovingit has signed out

6002theMicky: did she just ignore me?

GoddessDee : she did!

6002theMicky : >.< why’d she do that?

GoddessDee : why are you asking me?

6002theMicky: because she’s ur friend Nuna!

GoddessDee : answer me first then…. where is Kim Jaejoong?

6002theMicky : like I said… he’s not at home. 

GoddessDee : Micky!!!

GoddessDee : I’m waiting…………………….

GoddessDee : Park Yoochun!!!

6002theMicky : Nuna! stop torturing me and Ask Junsu instead?

0101xiahtic : I am not here *pops popcorn into mouth

GoddessDee : THAT’s it! I am signing out!!! I would never talk to you two again! EVER!! 

****GoddessDee has signed out

0101xiahtic : Oh God! 

6002theMicky: Ya!! why didn’t you tell me ahead that Nuna was here? She nearly killed us!

0101xiahtic : O-o?

6002theMicky: what?

0101xiahtic : the minute u got in u started spatting everything out!!! TYVN for the chance chun!

6002theMicky: Haha You’re welcum Su-ah

0101xiahtic : U *flicks at your huge forehead! Stupid

****GodOfdEast has signed in

GodOfdEast : I see two people online.. what’s up YooSssu!! xoxo

0101xiahtic : supp hyung!?

6002theMicky : Ya! Where the heck have u been?

GodOfDEast : just got back. Went out with Ayumi. 

6002theMicky :*brb! Ricky said he found something interesting on the net

GodOfDEast : O_o? 

0101xiahtic : How’d it go?

GodOfdEast : I just tour her around…. kinda missed hanging out with her. ^^!

0101xiatic : oh I’m sure you do/. 

6002theMicky : So… anything new?

0101xiahtic: oh nothing much hyung except that Dara Noona threatened us into telling where you are!

GodOfTheEast:: oh shit! 

0101xiahtic : yes shit! She’ll probably kill you! 

GodOfdEast : O_O kill me? Why did you tell her?

0101xiahtic : Nope! Chunface did!

GodOfdEast : PARK YOOCHUN!!!!!

6002theMicky: ……………………………… I swear to the god I didn’t mean it. 

0101xiahtic: *pats chun’s cheek. See you on the next life Chunnie ! HAAHAHAHA

6002theMicky : Fuck you Kim Junsu!

0101xiahtic: Nope! I ain’t gay! So go find someone else to Fuck Chun! *laughs

6002theMicky: just…. ugh! I hate u right now Su!

0101xiahtic: O_o? 

GodOfdEast : you both shut it! 

GodOfdEast : what did Dara say? Is she going anywhere? What?

6002theMicky: nothing Hyung. She signed out very pissed at us. 

0101xiahtic: And it’s your fault jae hyung now nuna hates us. *pouts with popcorn in my mouth

6002theMicky: ewww Su! Stop! That’s just disgusting!

GodOfdEast : *sigh why did you even tell her! 

0101xiahtic : Chun’s fault! Not mine

6002theMicky: SHUT up Su! 

6002theMicky: Didn’t meant to just blurt it out Hyung!

GodOfdEast t: tsk! Let’s just pray she won’t kill me! Or i’ll take you both with me!

0101xiahtic: What? 

0101xiahtic: that’s not fair! 

GodOfdEast : what’s not fair?

6002theMicky: US DYING!

0101xiahtic: nway. What’s up hyung?

GodOfdEast : what? 

6002theMicky: Su meant… What’s the deal with Ayumi?

GodOfdEast : Nothing! 

6002theMicky: Nothing? 

GodOfdEast : what’s up with this questioning? I thought you know already. It was a fun coffee date.

0101xiahtic: hehehe seriously?

6002theMicky: Seriously what? Why do I fee like I’m being left behind with these stuffs

GodOfdEast : oh come! We are just friends.. nothing more!

0101xiahtic: friends? Cool *munchingdonuts

GodOfdEast : Su! Stop freaking eating! Do you want your face to blow like a godlfish? 

6002theMicky: *gags more like Dolphin with a duck tail.

0101xiahtic: HA-HA very funny Chun

GodOfdEast : Yes we are friends! In fact she invited me again for a drink tomorrow

GoddessDee :can I go? 

GoddessDee : or are you going to keep this from me again? *glares

GodOfdEast : BABY!!!

GoddessDee : Don”t you BABY me!!! you cheater

GodOfdEast : Baby come on! I thought u signed out?

GoddessDee :: oh you want me to? 

GodOfdEast : No of Course not Babe!

GoddessDee :You want to talk more secrets with Chun and Su?

GoddessDee : FYI I was invisible the whole time! It was fun huh!? You like hanging out with her? You like being with her more than spending time with me?

GodOfdEast : I didn’t say that. 

GoddessDee : Yes You did!

6002theMicky: umm… can we… possibly… sign out?

0101xiahtic: I second that! 

GoddessDee : You both stay right here! Or i’ll make sure you wont even wake up tomorrow!

0101xiahtic: Ok!

6002theMicky: ok!

GoddessDee : Yes you did say it! I Scrolled up and read!!!!

GodOfdEast : ummm…..
…………………

……………………

***** GoddessDee : has signed out ****

GodOfdEast : shit! I am dead!

0101xiahtic : Yes you are!

6002theMicky : DEFINITELY DEAD!

[Do u want part 2??? or not? Haha comment?~!
Nway! A compensation to the... can't make u love me fic which was well.... sad. lol] 

There’s this strange twinge in my heart every time I see her hug him
The same pang I would feel whenever I see her smile and laugh to her hearts’ content whenever he would crack a joke.
And there’s this certain feeling of regret at times when I see her kiss his cheek 
just to show her appreciation for every little thing he had done for her. 

I would grit my teeth during the moments when they would act like they were the only people in the world.
Careless of what they would do 
as if they’re too desperate to show the world that no one and nothing matters but them and their love. 

Anger would strike me in moments when I see her cry when he do things that would upset her, 
for it broke my heart whenever I see her shed some tears for someone apart from me. 
But then wouldn’t it make me bleed more if I were the reason for her tears?

I would hope to see her smile for me again
Pray that a time would come where she would grace me with her laugh because I made a cranky lame joke, 
for hearing it somehow makes my heart flutter with no reason at all. 
It has always been amazing how it became like a music in my ears. 
Twinkling and harmonious. 

I would wish for the time when she would seek me first and be the very reason for her strengths and weaknesses
Probably be the very purpose why she was born into this world just being gorgeous and lovable. 
For when that happens? 
I know I would make her my mission.
Where I would be like a knight in an Armour…. protect her and love her without condition.

Would it be a sin falling for a girl owned by someone you cared more than your life?
It was a laughable thought yet when you’re in the situation where you have nothing else but to give up… will you do it?

No?

Probably not?…

I could only agree….. 

but then when my best friend became the girl whom my only existing family and brother declared as the love of his life?

I gave up. 
Intending to carry my love for her in my grave.
And be just content with watching her from a far with her slender arms wrapped around my brother. 

—- 

She would smile
occasionally glancing towards me, 
making my face heat like a school boy blushing over some little crush.

But then I could just deny that feeling, blaming it on the alcohol with the name of scotch slightly swirling in the glass on my hand. 

Junsu was busy talking too much with his business associates
pronouncing that tomorrow, he wouldn’t be on the list of the most wanted bachelors in Seoul Korea.

They would laugh
telling him that he was lucky to have caught his lovely fiancee 
that giving up the prestige of being single was all worth it. 

She blushed looking down before looking back at me as if calling me to save her from being exploited.

Oh I knew how she hated being the center of attention
hating the compliments she would usually get.
She was a simple person that finds joy and contentment with little and simple things.

and Junsu…..

he was the complete opposite.
He loves prestige and luxuries,
Vacations on high rise buildings and landscapes. Luxury cars and three level villa houses. 

— 

Summoning all the courage and will that was left in me
I walked towards her… grabbing a bottle of sweet wine from a tray that was on a cocktail table and gently offered it to her- in which she gladly took, unwrapping her arms around Junsu’s stiff upper arm.

I cocked my head, a signal she always knew.

— 

We found ourselves indulging ourselves from the beauty of the night 
as we stand peacefully outside the balcony of that hotel.
Silently sipping on the unaccountable glasses of wine and scotch that were supplied to us by one waiter that seemed to know that we needed it badly. 

The silence between us stretched like forever, as if we were too afraid to break something that stood invincibly delicate around us. 

But then this would be the last night where I would be allowed to have such feelings of longing and love for her.
Should I allow it to end just like that?

For after this night…

thinking of her as a woman would make me a sinner…
punishable by god and human law…. 

—- 

“Dara-ah…Are you happy ?” I managed to ask, knowing that night will be soon over. 

She looked at me…. suddenly eyes brimming with tears 
“No…..Not really” She answered 

I raised a brow “Why not?” obviously taken a back at how she looked like she was suffering.

She looked away for a mere second before looking back at me like I was to be blamed for her sudden feelings….

she smiled bitterly, eyes streaming with tears that made my heart breaks into a million pieces…. She walked towards me and kissed the side of my lips lightly

“Because I can’t make you love me” she whispered before completely walking away

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[A/N *sniff............ waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh off to cry! Nway!!! comment!!! ]

Clarifications?
well Obviously/… Jaejoong is in love with Dara..
giving her up for Junsu
but then….

he didn;t know she’s in love with him too
and probaly turned to Junsu because Dara thought JJ would never love her anyway…. 
Sadddddddddddddd